Definitions:ｔｏ ｓｑｕａｎｄｅｒ

to squander:
to waste
to deplete
to devalue unwithheldly
to amortize unnecessarily
to depreciate meaninglessly
to succumb to loss
to accept irrationality
to negate talent
to deny opportunity
to refuse thought
to reject reason
to ignore forgiveness

to desensitize
to leave behind days of gold
for days of a different worth
to alter perceptions
to hide from failure
to welcome mistake
to mijote positive and negative
to move time without changing
to breathe uselessly

to contemplate significance
to understand senses
to grow emotions
to endure guilt
to redevelop belief
and hope it's not too late